I. The Source of the Insight
- Emerged during morning Divine Office reading of Psalm 100
- Key phrase: “He made us, we belong to him”
- Full context: “Know that the LORD is God. We are his people, the sheep of his flock”
- Occurred while the person was in a difficult emotional state (“sitting in the pit”)
- Most of the psalm’s praise language felt disconnected from their current reality
II. The Nature of the Insight
- Not an intellectual realization but an experiential shift
- A “piercing of the veil” – sudden emotional/spiritual recognition
- Characterized as a “rescue feeling” or sense of relief
- The realization: ultimate responsibility for life’s meaning doesn’t rest on the individual
- Core revelation: God’s ownership precedes personal responsibility for self-creation
III. What It Addresses
- The burden of existence and self-definition
- The isolation that comes from trying to “do everything right”
- The exhausting cycle of overthinking and over-analysis as coping mechanisms
- The false binary between creating meaning versus nihilism
- The pressure to justify one’s existence, worth, and purpose
- The need to have answers to all of life’s questions
IV. The Liberation It Offers
- Permission to stop being the sole author of one’s identity
- Freedom from the obligation to make ultimate sense of everything
- Relief from being “on the hook” to justify existence and meaning
- Space to acknowledge struggles without needing to explain or resolve them
- The paradox: dependence that creates freedom rather than constraint
- Shift from existential isolation to grounded participation in something larger
V. Important Clarifications
- Not an excuse for laziness or irresponsibility
- Not about passivity or avoiding legitimate duties
- Applies especially when one is already trying to be responsible
- Complements rather than contradicts active engagement with life
- The freedom is from ultimate responsibility, not from all responsibility
VI. Potential Applications
- For those carrying heavy burdens while trying to do everything right
- For people experiencing existential anxiety or the weight of self-creation
- For those caught between despair and the pressure to construct meaning
- As permission to rest in a larger framework while still acting responsibly
- As an alternative to both nihilism and the exhausting demand for self-justification